andai ajaa nga perlu mengenal dan sakit begini lagi.. di kecewakan..
tapi benarlah yaa tuhan, dengan hal ini, hamba belajar tuk lebih bersabar dan menghargai setiap kejadian dalam hidup hamba, yang baik ataupun menyakitkan..
hamba lebih bisa menghargai diri hamba,, dan belajar tuk mempercayai orang lain walo inilah akhirnya.. ada kecewa yang besar, sakit hati dan juga sedih.. tears fall from my eyes for several days.. mungkin saya memang telah menyayanginya dan terlalu memperdulikannya..
suatu saat, berilah saya senyuman yaa tuhan.. agar saya tak lagi menangis tuk hal yang sama lagi.. bukan lagi tuk mengulang luka ataupun membahas masa lalu.. biarlah saya lepas dari luka ini, biarlah saya bebas yaa tuhan.. tak terkurung dalam ucapan dan cemooh orang lain.. tak memperdulikan mereka lagi yang mencerca saya..
hari ini, saya menceritakan luka dan perih ini..
dengan senyuman saat saya menyelesaikan tulisan ini..
tapi mata ini terasa begitu panas..
song : small Girls Don't Cry
BalasHapusRing ring, who's calling that's my baby gurl on the phone (girl on the phone)
She say she need some space say she wanna leave me alone (leave me alone)
But I aint tripping cause she said it on her own
That's just the way life goes
Lemme know that small girls don't cry but please let me explain (let me explain)
Can we please work things out before you go on your way (on your way)
See i got alota things on my mind and I know your feelin' the same (feelin' the same)
Cause the situations outta control
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothin' to do with you
Im feelin' blue lets work things out
Cause I don't know what to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket but I gotta get a move on with my life
That's just the way it has to go
And small girls don't cry
The smell of your skin lingers (lingers)
On me now (C'mon)
Probably on your flight back to your hometown (hometown) (Is that right)
I need some shelter of my own protection baby (baby) (c'mon)
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, serentity
What should I do. I'm missin' you
And I feel so down
Now that your gone, I can't go on
This must be the end
By : Me